sthing disturbing
I realise I seem to thrive on negative energy!
1. My efficiency increases 100% when we started competing to see who could finish the Redeye crosswords faster.
2. I scored 98% in the subject where I hate my lecturer the most.
3. I resent authority and go out of my way to break the rules or do rebellious stimes, just to enjoy the ensuing chaos.
These examples are by no means extensive, but I think I really need to seek better motivation... it's not very saintly to do things to benefit myself or put down others. Or, as Aristotle would say (my Hume prof predicted we'd be quoting him all the time after Ethics... and it's true), I am not truly virtuous because I am not doing good things for their inherent goodness.
Looks like I need to re-align my chakras =P
Seriously though, keep me in your prayers! I'll ask God for guidance and maturity.
1. My efficiency increases 100% when we started competing to see who could finish the Redeye crosswords faster.
2. I scored 98% in the subject where I hate my lecturer the most.
3. I resent authority and go out of my way to break the rules or do rebellious stimes, just to enjoy the ensuing chaos.
These examples are by no means extensive, but I think I really need to seek better motivation... it's not very saintly to do things to benefit myself or put down others. Or, as Aristotle would say (my Hume prof predicted we'd be quoting him all the time after Ethics... and it's true), I am not truly virtuous because I am not doing good things for their inherent goodness.
Looks like I need to re-align my chakras =P
Seriously though, keep me in your prayers! I'll ask God for guidance and maturity.


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