third thoughts...

tho really half the packages were overdue/ stuff I'd seen before. They just turned into an incredible reality that I'm leaving! now tt the date's approaching i really can't bear to. guess that can be seen in my inertia to pack! and yet i'm devouring the course guides and letters from O-aides n RAs... got a schizo freedom vs dependance issue here...

rushed off for choir christian bbq yday. t'was great! Had such fun supermarket shopping and fooling ard in the kitchen... not tt many ppl came but it turned out for the better cos we could gather round the piano and sing nice old songs... and really glorify Him. God didn't exactly let that miracle happen and Sam be let out early... but i was happy anyway :) Someone said hopefully 10 years down the road we'll still be meeting and singing 'just like old times'... may that be the case! Thanks for fellowship Lord, hope that was a pleasing aroma to You :)