February 27, 2006

never feeling more demotivated

That's it
I quit

I'm tired of reading annoyingly dense literature about things I can't relate to, of trying to memorise things I won't ever need in this life (or the next). Tired of slogging and giving up things I'd love to do, for seemingly negligible results. Tired of planning and planning and doing things and going places, of being an exacting perfectionist and of being unable to stop being one. Tired of making compromises and pretending I don't mind being unappreciated, of being nice and putting up with crap from other excuses for human beings. Tired that I've been thinking this way for the longest time!

Leaving school to set up my own bratwurst stall... Any takers?

4 wave(s)

Anonymous Anonymous created a splash at

if you didn't feel this way sometimes, i'm not sure you'd be properly human.

sandra

11:29 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous created a splash at

then stop trying... *hug*

7:43 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous created a splash at

Stand still, O inspiring one
lest the muses lose the sight.
Turn not your head, nor shield the sight -
grant us your gleaming gaze

Continue your song and ah, that smile adorn
Lifts the spirit high, to druken
heights hummed notes ad thine

Bring forth new flowers, in this new day
O hark, O how it sounds, O how it calls

And joy it seems, O dream like one
springs forth from thee abound.
Continue lest I become,
deaf and dumb
and sober once more.

9:40 am  
Anonymous Anonymous created a splash at

think of me, and smile! haha, i dunno if it sounds like im trying to cheer u up or im bosting my own ego. but believe me, i was really trying to make u feel happier :)

ok, this comes from your fren whom you think has zilch humor, so i guess your expression is prob -_-" when you read this.

still, think of me! :)

3:05 pm  

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