miss you

i wish you were here so i could drag you around campus, and you'd work out where to go and I'd never have to look at a map.
so i could show you the cute squirrels overrunning the quads.
so i could bring you to my dining table, and we could goof off the way we used to.
so we wait for the irritatingly slow shuttle bus together, and i'd have a windshield and someone to talk to.
so i could show you my room, and you could make complicated plans and move stuff around and make the place look beautiful (not that it doesn't :)
so we could walk along the lake and i could whine about my day, about those ppl who were rude to me or brushed me off because i was different.
so we could explore downtown, go anywhere together, so i'd feel safe and quit checking my bag (s, t, w, w!) all the time.
so i'd have a real friend, a close friend, someone who understood and accepted me, no questions asked.

please get here soon.