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so the weather outside is frightful...
yeah can't continue. no fire so-delightful, or lights turned-way-down-low. although the no-place-to-go part certainly applies!
been back in chicago one week. feeling boxed in and stressed... while there's not exactly been 2 much work yet, i'm just making myself ill worrying abt how things are gonna get crazier from here. there's tons of stuff to settle: books to buy, ppl to call, plans to make. and on top of that, i'm cold, jetlagging and homesick!
i know my senior told me the first week's the worst... but that doesn't make it any better does it? and i'm STILL waking up before 6am every morning. it's painful having to tiptoe around trying not to wake the roomies up... then come back from an unfruitful day of mugging to find my room in pitch darkness and various ppl lying ard, blasting some foul movie and leaving chips and crumbs on my floor (explains the dead mouse in my roomie's trash can *suppresses urge to say i-told-you-you-should-line-your-dustbins-with-plastic-bags*)
i'm growing progressively antisocial and while i like company i do not like unexpected company. i like structure and protocol and consideration for others. and right now i just want my own room with my own space and my own music and my own fridge and my own phone!
talk abt being unreasonable. and spoilt.
i am very sick and tired and full of angst.
yeah can't continue. no fire so-delightful, or lights turned-way-down-low. although the no-place-to-go part certainly applies!
been back in chicago one week. feeling boxed in and stressed... while there's not exactly been 2 much work yet, i'm just making myself ill worrying abt how things are gonna get crazier from here. there's tons of stuff to settle: books to buy, ppl to call, plans to make. and on top of that, i'm cold, jetlagging and homesick!
i know my senior told me the first week's the worst... but that doesn't make it any better does it? and i'm STILL waking up before 6am every morning. it's painful having to tiptoe around trying not to wake the roomies up... then come back from an unfruitful day of mugging to find my room in pitch darkness and various ppl lying ard, blasting some foul movie and leaving chips and crumbs on my floor (explains the dead mouse in my roomie's trash can *suppresses urge to say i-told-you-you-should-line-your-dustbins-with-plastic-bags*)
i'm growing progressively antisocial and while i like company i do not like unexpected company. i like structure and protocol and consideration for others. and right now i just want my own room with my own space and my own music and my own fridge and my own phone!
talk abt being unreasonable. and spoilt.
i am very sick and tired and full of angst.
aethyrs made a splash at 4:38 pm
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Hey girl.. hope you're doing fine.. well, i certainly do click with "i'm growing progressively antisocial and while i like company i do not like unexpected company". haha~ oops. yeah.
but do hang in there. Do remember that i'm still around here, for you to come talk to me if you need anything! download skype! then we can have conversations, if you miss my voice. hehehe. kidding.
take care babe. love ya loads.. heh.
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